Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 12:46 AM


i am so diappointed with my mum. really.

its like.. i wonder how much of significance does she even think of me.

my htc touch diamond is now a million miles away. instead, what i can get now is only an ugly E51 nokia phone.

i know that phone is not that bad. but its still a far cry from what i wanted. its not even anywhere near touch screen.

i am so upset that i cried. yeah. now you think that i am crazy to even cry over a phone. but you dont understand, i dream/eat/talk that phone. for 2 whole weeks i log into starhub almost daily to check the prices. counting down to the day of 15 July where the contract is up for renewal. such things have to happen. such stupid things got to happen. i am speechless when i saw that. totally speechless. all i could manage was.. "WHY?"

i hate it when people break their promises to me. i hate it with a passion.
esp if you are my mum, its almost unforgivable.

i am sorry. i need to vent. i couldnt believe it. at the end of much hope, expectation and patience, all i am left with is just a E51. which i am not even the first user of the phone. she bought it for her own use for her korea holiday.

forgetting the promise she made with her child.

i swear i wont want to be a parent like that in the future. never.